It's been one of those "stay up all night and listen to love songs night". No tears but a strange calm. I don't understand it and I don't think I should try. The song I am currently listening to it "Wherever You Will Go" by The Calling. The first few times I heard it I couldn't help crying. Now, this morning, *sighs* I know where my heart lies, where it seems it has always lain, and I am serene in that knowledge.

I am through with trying to explain to *nosy* people why my heart belongs to my Eros. Gads, sometimes I just get so pissed when they say negative things in regards to our relationship. What is it about people today; they don't understand that love, true love is not disposable. When the going gets tough... these are the people who cut their losses and run. Well fuck that.

Unconditional love. With no conditions. Why are people so jaded now that they believe it doesn't exist? It does. Jeez people, love isn't supposed to be easy. It is supposed to be a challenge. That's what makes it worth while.