I do not know what it is about you that closes and opens;
only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses
- E.E. Cummings

I am again stuck in bed. June 10, while at the mall, I was sideswipped by 2 year old twin demons whose mother had not caged or leashed them. Well I zigged, they zagged and I landed on my arse instead of landing on them. I re-fractured my hip, the same hip I stress fractured in in 1999 in the Navy and again in December of last year. Hip replacement surgery has been mentioned and I am chosing to ignore the mentioning. Now is not the time for me to have surgery.

So, since I have nothing better to do, I have done a lot of research and thinking this past month and as a result have added a few more pages to my site. On June 11th I wrote a piece on What I Want in a Relationship. It is perhaps the most thought out piece of writing I have ever done. Since posting it I have already had numerous responses to it, including requests for permission to reprint and share. I am glad people are responding positively to a personal piece written to help me see things clearly.

I have had requests for more personal information about me on my sites and so I just finished adding pages about my Astrology signs as well as my Personal Astrology Profile and info on the Romantic Needs of Aquarians. Though the information on Astrology pages was not written by me, it does give a lot of insight into what makes me tick. I didn't realize until recently how much of an Aquarian I truly am. And though I can't think of a single woman alive who cares to lay claim to being a "dog", one can definitely tell I was born during the Chinese Year of the Dog.

AQUARIUS AND GEMINI
Gemini is willing to go along with Aquarius's taste for experiment. In addition, Aquarius calms down Gemini's flightiness and is a stabilizing influence. They enjoy each other's quick, intelligent minds and will have fascinating conversations about people, ideas, and places. They love to socialize, they have a wide range of outside activities, and neither is particularly jealous or proprietary They'll be fine bed-mates and fascinating friends.

http://astrologysource.com/aquarius.html

AQUARIUS - GEMINI:
Aquarius and Gemini see life through something of a similar window of vision. In many cases, this is a perfect match and one that could end up being permanent, as you both live in the mind and will feed off each other's crazy schemes and dreams. You share a tendency to debate all sorts of off- the-wall ideas and topics. With some visual stimulation (lots of mirrors in the room, a good movie or two plus gizmos and gadgets) you can share many passionate nights between the sheets, as you both love to be both mentally, and sexually stimulated. This can be a wonderful match and one that is definitely going to be one to remember whatever the outcome.

http://www.starwoman.com/starsign.cfm?sign=20&page=sub&id=826&relationships=1

GEMINI - AQUARIUS:
When this relationship works, it really works. You will be attracted to the Aquarius intelligence and concerns about the world at large. They will appreciate your social contacts and ability to communicate with anyone you meet. This relationship might not turn out to be long-term but will teach you loads of new and interesting things.
http://www.starwoman.com/starsign.cfm?sign=12&page=sub&id=738&relationships=1

Within you, I lose myself.
Without you, I find myself
Searching to be lost again.